Rest Is Part of the Plan, Not the Reward

I was a work horse.

That is the honest word for it. For most of my career, I did not rest. Not really. I trained, I competed, I travelled, I came home, I did it again. If there was a gap on the calendar, I filled it. Rest was something that happened to other people, or something you got after you had earned it, and I was never quite convinced I had.

I did not learn this lesson until well into my thirties.

And I did not learn it because I got wise. I learned it because I had kids and they slowed me down. That is it. That is the whole conversion story. I stopped because I was tired.

I wish I could tell you I chose it. I did not. It chose me.

Here is what I know now that I did not know then.

Rest is not the prize at the end of the work. Rest is part of the work.

Sports science has actually been clear about this for a long time. Training does not make you better. Training breaks you down, and then recovery is where you actually get stronger. One sports medicine physician put it about as plainly as it can be put: if you are not recovering from training, you are not getting a boost from it. The adaptation happens in the quiet. Not in the grind.

The number that stopped me cold: research suggests roughly 60 percent of elite athletes experience overtraining syndrome at some point. Sixty percent. That is not a few people who did it wrong. That is most of the room. That was me, and I did not have a name for it.

And it is not just physical. A systematic review of high level athletes found that mental fatigue measurably damages technical skill and decision making. Accuracy drops. Reaction time slows. Athletes make worse choices with the same body and the same training.

Read that again if you are a bowler. Accuracy drops. Decision making drops.

Every single thing we work on in the mental game gets harder when you are tired. Every one.

So what does rest actually look like when you do it on purpose?

It looks like putting the to do list on the back burner. Not abandoning it. Not lighting it on fire. Just letting it sit there while you do something else.

And then it looks like something harder. It looks like putting rest ON the to do list.

Because if it is not written down, it does not happen. We schedule practice. We schedule travel. We schedule lifting and lessons and league. We do not schedule the reset, and then we wonder why we never get one.

Rest on purpose. Not rest by collapse.

I will not pretend the guilt goes away. It does not.

We live in a culture that worships hustle, and every time you sit down, some voice in your head starts reading your list back to you. Mine still does.

What helps is not talking myself out of the guilt. What helps is remembering that rest is an essential part of the journey. It is part of thinking clearly. It is part of resetting. It is not a break from the work, it is one of the conditions the work requires.

You cannot see the whole picture from inside the noise. You have to step back far enough to see it.

And if you are an athlete who thinks rest is weakness, I would say this.

Your mental health would disagree.

Overwhelm does not respond to more effort. That is the trap. When you are drowning, your instinct is to swim harder, and sometimes the only thing that actually works is to deliberately slow down. To reset. To relax on purpose, the way you would run a drill on purpose.

That is not soft. That is strategy.

The strongest athletes I know are not the ones who never stop. They are the ones who know when to.

This is the quiet season. The lanes are slower, the calendar is thinner, and the temptation is to fill every inch of it so you feel like you are still moving.

Do not fill all of it.

Leave some of it empty on purpose, and put that on the list too.

What would it take for you to schedule rest the same way you schedule practice?

If you are ready to work on the mental side with the same intention you bring to your physical game, 12 Frames to a Stronger Mental Game walks you through it frame by frame.

Diandra

The Lessons That Don’t Hit Until You Stop Moving

You can be standing on the approach in the middle of an event, ball in your hand, and have absolutely no idea what you’re doing.

Not “no idea” like you forgot how to bowl. No idea like nothing you know is working. Like the version of you that showed up prepared is nowhere to be found, and there are still games left to bowl.

I’ve been there. Most of us have.

And here’s the strange part: sometimes you don’t know what you need to work on until you’re in the thick of it, in an event, completely lost. That’s when it gets revealed. Not in practice. Not in the plan you made in June. Right there, under the lights, when it’s too late to fix it.

Sometimes the lesson is that you have a lot to learn

That’s a hard one to sit with.

We want the lesson to be tidy. One adjustment. One drill. One thing to go home and fix. But sometimes the honest answer is bigger and less comfortable than that: you have a lot to learn.

That’s what is so interesting about this sport. Just when you think you’ve got it, you don’t.

I’ve been doing this my whole life and bowling still humbles me. I think that’s a feature, not a bug. The day it stops teaching you something is the day you’ve stopped paying attention.

The lesson shows up late

Here’s what nobody tells you about a big tournament: you cannot process it while you’re in it.

While you’re competing, you’re surviving. You’re making decisions, managing your emotions, chasing the pattern, getting to the next shot. There’s no room in there for perspective. Your whole job is the next ten seconds.

So the lesson waits.

It waits through the drive home. It waits through the week after, when you’re still too raw to look at it clearly. And then somewhere in the quiet, weeks later, when the schedule finally empties out and nothing is coming at you, it lands. All at once. The thing you couldn’t see in the moment is suddenly obvious.

That’s not a delay. That’s the design. Movement hides things. Stillness reveals them.

You have to make the space on purpose

This is where most people lose the lesson entirely. They wait for the quiet to happen to them, and it never does. Something else fills it. The next season. The next commitment. The next thing.

So make it. Schedule it in like it’s a practice session, because it is one.

Journal. Actually write it down, not just think about it in the car.

Review the tape. Watch yourself honestly, not to hunt for the excuse or the bad break, but to see what was really there.

And be honest with yourself. Unapologetically honest. Not the version you’d tell your teammates or post about. The real one. The one where you admit you didn’t prepare the way you said you did, or that you were more scared than you let on, or that you have a lot to learn.

Nobody is grading this. That’s exactly why it works.

The questions I ask in the quiet

When I sit down with it, these are the three I keep coming back to:

Where do I go from here?

What is important to me right now?

How does this journey make me feel, and is it time to pivot or continue on?

That last one scares people. It shouldn’t. Asking whether it’s time to pivot isn’t quitting. It’s checking that the road you’re on is still going somewhere you actually want to be. Sometimes the answer is a resounding “keep going,” and you come out of the quiet more committed than you went in. Sometimes it isn’t. Both answers are worth having.

Why reflection is a competitive advantage

Because the truth is revealed to you in the silence.

In the journaling. In the honesty.

Everyone in your bracket is training. Everyone is drilling equipment and putting in games. Almost nobody is sitting down in the slow months and telling themselves the truth about what actually happened.

That’s the gap. That’s where you get better while it looks like you’re doing nothing.

The path will reveal itself if you allow yourself to sit with it. But you have to actually sit with it.

So before this quiet stretch fills itself up with the next thing: what is the lesson from this season that hasn’t hit you yet? And have you given yourself enough stillness to let it?

If you want a structured way to do that work instead of hoping it happens on its own, 12 Frames to a Stronger Mental Game is where I’d start.

Diandra

What the Off-Season Is Really For

For most of my career, the word “off-season” didn’t mean anything to me. I competed all year. I trained all year. There was no version of the calendar where I put the ball down and stepped back.

These days, I still don’t really have one. But it looks completely different than it used to.

My bowling isn’t in the forefront anymore. By design. I’m building the Elite Youth Tour, Striking Showcase, and Beyond the Lanes, and that’s what I’m dedicated to now, with my whole heart. Those are the things that have my focus in the slower months: not chasing another title for myself, but building something that helps other people chase theirs.

These days I bowl for other reasons. But, that’s for another letter.

The quiet season is still a season

Here’s what I think people get wrong about the off-season, whether they’re an athlete or not: they think quiet means empty. It’s not. It’s just pointed somewhere else.

If you’re at your peak and you’re trying to stand out on the lanes, the off-season isn’t a break from getting better. It’s actually one of the best times to get better, if you use it right. And the way you use it right is variety.

Too many people spend their practice time on what already feels good. The shot they’ve already got. The pattern they’re already comfortable on. That feels like progress, but it isn’t. It’s just repetition of what you already know.

Real growth happens when you get out of your comfort zone. Practice your weaknesses. Learn what you don’t already know. Mix it up so nothing gets stale, and nothing gets easy enough to stop paying attention to. That’s how you stay sharp without burning out: not by doing more of the same thing, but by doing the harder thing.

The training that has nothing to do with bowling

If you asked me what the single most important kind of training is, and I couldn’t mention bowling at all, I’d tell you this: train yourself to be optimistic. No matter what.

Too many people are complainers, and it doesn’t stay contained to one part of their life. It leaks into everything. The way you talk about a bad practice is the way you start talking about a bad day, and then a bad week, and then a bad season.

So train yourself to see the good. Train yourself to spread kindness and do good for other people, on purpose, not just when it’s convenient. Watch what that does to your life, on the lanes and off of them.

That’s not a soft skill. It’s the hardest training there is, because nobody’s timing you on it and nobody’s keeping score. You have to choose it every single day, especially the quiet ones, when no one’s watching and there’s no tournament to perform for.

What to actually do with the slow months

When athletes ask me how to use the slow months well, my answer usually surprises them, because it isn’t “train harder.”

Sometimes you need time away. You need to let it all breathe.

Use that slow time to reconnect with what you didn’t have time for all season. Reset by finding another love, something that has nothing to do with your sport. Help other people. Learn away from the lanes. Work on your mental game.

Read the mental game books. Actually read them, not just buy them.

None of that looks like training from the outside. It doesn’t show up on a stat sheet. But it’s the work that lets you come back to your sport, or your business, or whatever your next season looks like, with something more than you had before you left it.

What is your off-season really for?

My off-season used to not exist. Now it exists, and it’s full. Just not full of the things it used to be full of.

It’s full of building things that outlast me. It’s full of practicing gratitude on purpose. It’s full of reading, resting, and reconnecting with people and passions I put on hold for twenty years of competing.

So I’ll ask you the same question I ask the athletes I work with: what does your version of the off-season actually look like? And is it building you into who you want to be next season, or is it just time passing until the next tournament shows up?

The off-season is when the real work gets done. The kind nobody sees. The kind that shows up next season when it matters most.
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Diandra

Don’t Shrink. Don’t Inflate. Just Be.

Performing on the big stage — presence, pressure, and the privilege of the moment.

There’s a moment right before you bowl on the big stage. The ball feels heavier than it did in warm-up. The lights are hot. Really hot. Every person in the building goes quiet, waiting to see what you’ll do with it.

I’ve stood in that moment more times than I can count. And the biggest lesson it ever taught me had nothing to do with my swing.

Push play. Don’t try.

Here’s what I know now that I didn’t know starting out: showing up as yourself in a big moment isn’t about summoning something extra. It’s about letting go of everything that isn’t already yours. You’ve practiced. You’ve drilled it a thousand times when no one was watching. The big moment doesn’t need you to become someone new. It just needs you to be who you already trained to be.

I think of it like pushing play on a song you already know every word to. You don’t try to sing it. You just sing it. That’s the whole secret. Not trying harder. Not trying at all. Just being what you’ve already built.

The cost of trying to be bigger

We are told, from the time we’re kids, to try harder. Dig deeper. Give more. And there’s a place for that, in practice, in the years of work before the moment ever arrives. But I didn’t understand at the beginning that on the big stage, “try harder” is the wrong instruction entirely.

Trying to be bigger than you are, reaching for something outside of your preparation because the moment feels like it demands more of you, costs you the one thing that actually wins: your rhythm. Your presence. The you that got you there in the first place. I’ve watched it happen to bowlers, and I’ve felt it happen to me. You start performing for the moment instead of just being in it, and something that felt automatic in practice suddenly feels foreign under the lights.

Less trying. More being. That’s the whole shift.

I never let anyone dim my shine

Here’s the other side of it, the one I get asked about less, and honestly, I don’t have a story about shrinking. I never allowed anyone to dim my shine. Not a competitor, not a bad round, not a room that made me feel like I should take up less space. If anything, my work has always been on the other side of that line: staying full-sized instead of ballooning past it, not talking myself out of who I already am.

That’s worth naming, because I think a lot of us assume the two failure modes, playing too small and playing too big, are equally common. They’re not, not for everyone. Some of you have spent your whole life being told to shrink, and your work is reclaiming the space you were always allowed to take. Some of you have never had that problem, and your work is staying inside your own size instead of inflating past it under pressure. Know which one is actually yours. Don’t borrow a lesson that isn’t.

What keeps you standing in the middle

So how do you stay grounded when the moment wants to pull you in either direction, smaller or bigger than you actually are?

You remember where you come from. You remember the hard work it took to get here, all the reps nobody saw, all the mornings before anyone else was awake. You remember the rough patches, the seasons that didn’t go your way, the fight it took just to still be standing in this moment at all.

That memory is the anchor. It’s not a pep talk. It’s proof. Proof that you already know how to do this, because you did the work that makes doing it possible. The big stage isn’t asking you to be more than that proof, or less than it. It’s asking you to trust it.

The privilege of the moment

I used to think pressure was something to survive. Now I think of it differently. Pressure is what happens when something matters. And getting to feel it, standing in that quiet room with your name about to be called, is a privilege most people never get.

Don’t shrink from it. Don’t inflate past it. Just be what you’ve practiced, and push play.

When Your Body Writes Checks Your Mind Can’t Cash

Ten years of fire in my knees.

Every step down the approach. Every frame. Every tournament where I smiled for photos while my body screamed.

I gritted my teeth and played through it anyway.

Because champions don’t quit, right?

Wrong.

There’s a breaking point where your body stops asking nicely. Where gritting your teeth isn’t enough. Where all the ice and elevation and massage and cortisone shots in the world won’t quiet the noise.

Your mind writes checks. Your body bounces them.

And in that moment, you have to get honest.

Really honest.

I tried everything. Ice. Elevate. Massage. Cortisone. I battled like my career depended on it.

Because it did.

But here’s what I learned the hard way. Sometimes the pain wins. Sometimes your body draws a line in the sand and says “not today, champion.”

While everyone else was 100% healthy, I was limping around feeling like the whole thing was unfair.

It was unfair. And it was also reality.

When I finally decided to have knee replacement surgery, I did something that surprised me.

I thanked my knees.

I looked down at them and said thank you. Thank you for carrying me to the number one podium. Thank you for all those frames, all those tournaments, all those years of showing up when I needed you to.

My body didn’t owe me anything. I owed my body everything.

That shift changed everything.

I had to adjust my expectations. And that was hard because champions don’t adjust expectations, do they?

Actually, they do.

Real champions know when to work with their body instead of against it. They know when to listen to the wisdom of limitations. They know that sometimes modern medicine isn’t giving up.

It’s giving yourself permission to keep going.

So to the athlete reading this while icing something that hurts. To the one googling “how to play through” whatever is screaming at you to stop.

Sometimes it’s just out of your hands.

You can do a lot. You can push harder than you thought possible. But you cannot win every battle against your own body.

And that’s okay.

That’s what doctors are for. That’s what surgery is for. That’s what rest is for.

Your body has been writing you letters for a while now. Maybe it’s time to read them.

Before the bank closes.

Confidence Isn’t Loud. It’s Quietly Unshakable.

I’ve stood on approaches where the noise was deafening.

Music blaring. Crowds screaming. Cameras rolling. And every single bowler around me looking like they owned the building.

Chest out. Jaw set. Eyes daring you to challenge them.

And here’s what I learned after fifteen years of international competition…

The loudest person in the room is rarely the most confident.

They’re the most nervous.

Performative confidence is a costume. It’s something you put on so other people will believe the version of you that you’re not sure you believe yourself. It’s posturing. It’s volume. It’s making sure everyone sees how confident you are.

But real confidence?

You don’t hear it walk into the room.

You feel it.

Quiet confidence is knowing. That’s it. It’s a knowing so deep it doesn’t need a microphone. It doesn’t need applause. It doesn’t need anyone’s permission or approval.

It whispers to your soul: You’ve done the work. You’re ready for this moment.

And you believe it. Not because someone told you to. Because you lived it. Rep by rep. Frame by frame. Failure by failure.

I feel most self-assured when I know I’ve done the work.

Not when I’ve won. Not when someone tells me I’m good enough. Not when the scores say I belong.

I feel it when I know I’ve learned the lessons from the defeats. When I’ve sat in the hard moments instead of running from them. When I’ve studied every spare I missed and gone back to the lane the next day anyway.

That’s where security lives. In the preparation, not the outcome.

And here’s the part that changed everything for me…

Whether I win or lose does not determine my worth.

Read that again.

Let it sit in your chest.

Because once you untangle your identity from your results, nobody can shake you. Not a bad game. Not a tough loss. Not someone who bowled better than you on a Tuesday in March.

You are not your scorecard.

So when a young athlete asks me how to find confidence, I don’t tell her to fake it. I don’t tell her to walk taller or talk louder or stare people down.

I tell her this:

Be confident in who you are and what you bring to the table.

Not who she is compared to the girl on the next lane. Not what she brings compared to the name on the leaderboard. Her. What she has built. What she has earned. What she carries inside her that nobody else on this planet can replicate.

Because no one is you. That is your superpower.

Will you be perfect? No. You will miss. You will doubt. You will have days where the pins don’t fall and the thoughts don’t quiet down.

But you grow from each experience. Every single one. The strikes and the gutters. The wins and the ones that sting so bad you sit in the parking lot and cry.

Growth isn’t selective. It doesn’t skip the hard parts. The hard parts are the whole point.

And to every young woman reading this…

Your strength comes from within. No one can give it to you.

Not a coach. Not a parent. Not a trophy. Not a title.

It was already there before you ever picked up a ball. Before anyone told you that you were talented. Before the world started keeping score.

It was yours the whole time.

So stop performing confidence. Start practicing it.

Show up prepared. Stay present. Trust yourself even when the results don’t come fast enough.

And when the noise gets loud and everyone around you is trying to prove something…

Be the one who doesn’t have to.

That’s not weakness. That’s the strongest thing in the room.